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been a Long time since my Last entry..weLL..wondering bout my titLe?..'tis just this simpLe..ever since i've been creepiLy annoyed by this person..i dunno exactLy why..i onLy have wild guesses on this..but one things for sure..it's reaLLy reaLLy creeping me out aLready..i just can't understand why she had to be this 'pLastic' to me..she'd keep on saying were friends and aLL..but in school she'd act as if she's aLways mad at me..and just a few hours ago..i've been sent IM's from four of her so-caLLed friends saying "hate ka ng friend ko"..that is just weird..i can just never get what she wants with me........

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

that's all folks!;)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

well now i feel much better..at least better than last night..well i can say i had an almost great day today..especially dismissal time..haha ;)..and believe it or not..I MADE A 1 MINUTE FLASH PRESENTATION!!!..haha

I just had one of the wirdest days in my life..call it wierd..bad..whatever you want to call it..here's a list of things that happened today:
-i studied bio during cad..therfore almost not finishing what we were suppose to do
-i think i failed my bio quiz
-during bio my best friend kinda pissed me off
-the lunch line was slow that by the time i finished eating it was almost the end of the break..meaning i couldn't cram my algeb homework and study for the physics long test
-i think i also failed my physics long test
-soc sci was wierd coz sir was pissed off but still looked "happy"
-huli ako ni ma'am orate na walang homework
-ang boring pa rin ng english tapos sinabihan pa ako ni ma'am osit na nandadaya pa ako
-to top it all off..i'm doing a flash presentation when i don't even know how to do one

what a day..it sucked!

I always wanted to feel this feeling I have right now. But am I really sure of what I'm doing? Is this what I really want? This is something I've never experienced before (di obvious). I don't even know what I'm supposed to do now. I have this thing inside telling me I really want it. But that means doing a lot of adjusting. And I mean A LOT! Though you think everything's fine already with me, well actually it kinda is, but there's this thing also telling me to stop and think for a while. I dunno. Just hope this head of mine comes up with something.

I came across www.deathclock.com and i checked out when I would "die". Here were the results.

Your Personal Day of Death is...
Tuesday, January 26, 2066

Ain't that interesting....

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

Why the hell did i put those results?..actually i really don't know..i just feel like taking those quizzes

I can see it your eyes you're hurting - but pain is part of learning who you are - all these truths can sometimes be deceiving - when your whole world comes crashing to the ground - tell me everything you need now anything at all - and I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall - when you - when you - when you come undone - when you come undone - you know I can't be like everybody - cause I can't tell you what you want to hear - I don't know if I can make it better - all I know is I will be around - tell me everything you need now anything at all - and I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall - when you - when you - when you come undone - when you come undone - when all the plans are made are lying on the floor - and all your dreams are turning into nothing more - when all your hope has left you know you're not alone - just hold on - hold on - tell me everything you need now anything at all - and I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall - when you - when you - when you - when you - when you come undone - when you come undone - when you come undone.

These are the lyrics of Undone by Lifehouse..well..i can't pretty much seem to know what to say right now..so i guess this describes what i want to say

Last night I was so bored that I even got to do those wierd quizzes they have in blogthings so here are some of the results I got......

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Your Monster Profile

Death Terror You Feast On: Beer You Lurk Around In: Olive Gardens You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies

You Are Creepy

Serial killers would run away from you in a flash.

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

Can things get weirder than this??????????